Wednesday, September 14, 2022

Mosaic Turner's Syndrome

    I recently received a diagnosis of Mosaic Turner's Syndrome after completing a blood karyotype a few weeks ago. For those of you who don't know what some of those medical words mean, I'll get there - but needless to say my medical history and medical future have been weighing heavily on my mind.
    After finding out I was pregnant with my second baby I chose to have basic genetic testing done. I really just wanted to know the baby's gender and wasn't sure if I would be able to make ultrasounds for a few months, as I was moving to Baltimore, MD for the summer. This test is completed by drawing some of the mother's blood, then comparing fetal DNA (present in the mother's bloodstream) to the mother's DNA. A few weeks into my stay in Baltimore I received the test results, which indicated that there were markers for Turner's Syndrome in my DNA. Side note: I also learned that I'm having another baby boy! Because I am otherwise healthy, the results were not alarming and we planned to complete further genetic testing upon our return to Utah. 
    Once summer ended I quickly scheduled a time to meet with a genetic counselor, who ordered a blood karyotype for me and an in-depth ultrasound for the baby. From what I've learned, a blood karyotype is performed by taking a blood sample and essentially splitting some cells open in order to examine the cell's chromosomes under a microscope. My test revealed that of the 20 cells they examined, about 30% of the cells were missing one X chromosome. The X chromosome is a sex chromosome; meaning that men typically have an X and Y chromosome, while women typically have two X chromosomes. Girls with Turner's Syndrome only have one X chromosome. As 70% of my cells did have the normal two X chromosomes, I was diagnosed with Mosaic Turner's Syndrome (you can think of it as partial Turner's Syndrome). 
    I quickly learned that having Mosaic Turner's Syndrome essentially meant that doctors don't really know what to expect when it comes to my health or medical outlook; as I could range from perfectly healthy to having symptoms similar to an individual with full Turner's Syndrome (also called Monosomy X). Moving forward I have an echocardiogram scheduled (an ultrasound on my heart) as well as blood being taken to test my thyroid (hormone) levels. Because I have been healthy my whole life so far, we're hopeful that both of these tests will come back showing no issues. If that turns out to not be the case, I suppose I'll meet with more doctors and plan from there.
    As soon as I received this diagnosis I wanted to know what this meant for my pregnancy. Before doing a little bit of research, all I knew about Turner's Syndrome was that it usually made individuals infertile. Many individuals with Turner's Syndrome may not experience puberty or have menstrual periods. My entire pregnancy has been plagued with anxiety surrounding preterm delivery, as my first baby came eight weeks early and spent 23 days in the NICU following his birth. I remember that after the initial excitement of the pregnancy wore off, I spent the night feeling sick with worry that my body may not be able to carry to term again. I think one of the biggest difficulties I've faced this pregnancy is learning to trust my body again, and knowing that it's doing its best to keep my baby safe. I've found a lot of comfort in Instagram posts from Dear NICU Mama as I've tried to accept that it wasn't my fault that my baby came early and had to spend time in the NICU. 
    Some of my first questions for the genetic counselor included how my diagnosis would affect my current pregnancy as well as how my diagnosis would affect future pregnancies. As for my current pregnancy, I met with a high-risk OBGYN to assess the risk to my health and my baby's health. He was confident in our health remaining ok moving forward in the pregnancy (pending results from the echocardiogram and thyroid testing), as my medical history doesn't warrant any indication of my new diagnosis. During my in-depth ultrasound, the technition double-checked the baby's heart walls, as this is a common issue in individuals with Turner's Syndrome. Everything regarding this pregnancy was good news. After learning that my blood test showed markers for Turner's Syndrome, I learned that individuals with Mosaic Turner's Syndrome can have difficulty carrying to term. However, the high-risk OBGYN also said that there isn't any indication that my previous preterm labor was caused by my having Mosaic Turner's Syndrome, so it is possible that I will carry to term this time. Previous to learning of my diagnosis I was monitored for incompetent cervix and prescribed weekly progesterone shots. My many ultrasounds showed a normal cervical length and my sweet husband is still giving me my weekly butt shots. 
    As for my future pregnancies, there are a lot of unknowns. Luckily, Turner's Syndrome is rarely an inherited condition, so it is highly unlikely that I could pass this defect to future pregnancies. However, with having a genetic abnormality there is just a higher risk that my babies could have Turner's Syndrome or another genetic abnormality, like Down Syndrome. There is also a higher chance that I will struggle with infertility. Because my periods have always been regular in the past, we hope that I don't have any hormonal issues that could contribute to infertility; but we just won't know until it does or does not happen. Hearing this has made us especially grateful for our two boys and for our decision to start our family quickly after getting married. I think that this was the hardest news for me to hear, as I hate the idea that my body might limit the number of children that I can bring into my family. I felt the same way following my emergency C-section with my first baby. All of the sudden my ability to plan my family with my husband and with God seemed to be tainted in a way. I now have to consider doctors' opinions, as having multiple C-sections increases the risk of an embryo implanting on scar tissue instead of a healthy area of the uterus. Now, I have to consider that the older I get, the more likely it is that I will struggle with infertility. I could even go through menopause early. 
    Luckily, my head and heart are still rooted in gratitude. Despite my unexpected diagnosis, I am relatively healthy. I've already been blessed with two (come December) perfect baby boys. My husband has been nothing but supportive of me and my emotions as I've learned of my diagnosis. I hope to continue growing my family when the time is right, even if that growth isn't through typical means. I have so much to praise my Heavenly Father for, and I will. 

Thursday, September 1, 2022

Our New Home

     We flew home from Baltimore, MD on August 9th! After spending two weeks in my parent's basement and one week visiting our family and friends in Saint George, we were able to move into our new apartment! When we moved back to Utah from Maryland we didn't have an apartment picked out. We were waiting to hear back on Jase's job offers and wanted to ensure that we didn't move too far away from where he would be working. He still ended up with a thirty to forty-minute commute, but we fell in love with a spacious basement apartment and couldn't say no to the price. The day we went to visit Saint George (August 13th) we spent the morning going to an open house for an apartment listing that we saw on Facebook Marketplace. We knew we were going to like the apartment, so we showed up at the very beginning of the open house. After walking through we asked if we could sign the lease right then! They said yes and we were able to head to Saint George daydreaming about moving into our new home on September 1st! 

    Our apartment has a beautiful open floor plan for the kitchen, dining area, and living room. There is a huge island and I love all the cupboards and counter space. I don't know if I'll ever be able to downsize from my big kitchen! 


Down the hall are three bedrooms, two bathrooms, and the laundry room. We opted for a three-bedroom apartment so I could have an office/nursery space that was separate from Evan's room. I am so glad we did! 

    I have been enjoying scouring Facebook Marketplace for the best deals to turn our apartment into our home. Some of the bigger items that I've gotten from Marketplace since moving in include; a sectional couch, a six-person dining table with chairs (my project, as I want to reupholster the chairs before winter hits), a very large rug, a pack of floor mats for Evan to play on, toy storage for Evan's room, two 5x5 IKEA cube shelving units, and a new bassinet for Eli. I got rid of a lot of furniture that I didn't love when we moved! 

    I think my favorite part of our home is that Evan loves all the space! He crawls all over and enjoys spreading out his toys. He has a play area set up between the couch and one of the shelving units, and he also loves playing in his room. I really wanted to convert his room into a toddler-friendly space, so I'm beyond happy with how much he loves his room. I am also really enjoying having a master bedroom with a walk-in closet and attached bathroom! When we lived in Maryland our "bedroom" was essentially the front entry room, and we had to go all the way downstairs to use the bathroom! I feel like I'm living in luxury now!